Thursday, June 11, 2009

ate 4 chocolate bars today....

didn't have lunch-- but ate lots of chocolate.....
bad- no willpower- going to boot camp tomorrow am
then a busy weekend ahead- Friday BBQ1, Saturday FleeMarket, BBQ2, to PR, Sunday "Bday" golf tourny, BBQ3 and home...then next week Thurs of to SEATTLE area....

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

sidelined with some hip pain....

grrrr... I've been feeling pain in my left hip since Jan...but havn't really listened to it untill this week.....  went to see the DR about my hip/knee problem...i was sent to get some xrays for him..then I went to see the Ortho-Bionomist and she did some stretches for my knee/hip and its feeling better- but she says I need to stay off it for 3-4 days.....
dr thought it may be a stress fracture....ortho-bionomist just figured my hip was rotated and stuck forward, which caused myleft leg to be longer then my right leg and my knee cap as been stuck.....--- all really weird to me.....BUT we'll see how it goes...
scale has stayed the same for a LONG time...with a little gain, havn't reported it one here as I'm in denial that I'm on a plateau struggle....

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

It was my birthday and I did what I wanted :)

haha....its been awhile since I posted, things have been good- just celebrated my 30th birthday on June1st....was truely a special day/days...had a couple of gathering with great friends and family and still have one more party on june 14th...   boot camp hasbeen great- running has been good too...went and did a 5km at science world vancouver on sunday....  I'm experiencing some pain in my left hip since I started running....but I'm going to start trying to take it a bit easier, its been REALLY hot lately which has been making it a little tough to exercise in the evenings......
I'm just going to do boot camp 2x a week for the month of june... I was a little disapointed as I am at my first 'official' plataeu.... I've been in 10pd range the last 3 months and its getting FRUSTERATING.... I'm trying to figure out whats going on and how to get through it- but Its a work in progress....
anyways hope all is well!

Fat Prison- seen on a couple different websites-

I want to tell you about a very unusual sort of prison. It's called Fat Prison. Why is it so unusual? Because it's completely voluntary.
No one sends us to Fat Prison, we send ourselves!

What's it like to be a fat prisoner? The rules are very strict. To begin with, each prisoner must wear regulation uniform. This consists of a baggy skirt or elasticated pants. Most prisoners pretend they don't mind walking around in this shapeless uniform, but secretly they hate it. They'd much rather walk down the street in a slim pair of jeans.
Exercise is strictly controlled Swimming or playing with children is forbidden. And no prisoner may walk more than a few yards at a time. The penalties for breaking this rule include sweating, shortness of breath, soreness and fatigue. After a few years without any sort of proper exercise, prisoners become so soft that the very idea of movement terrifies them. If you don't believe me, go up to a fat prisoner and suggest a nice long walk in the fresh air!
Everyday life The main feature of everyday life inside Fat Prison is tiredness. Prisoners carry lots of extra weight around on their bodies, so not surprisingly they suffer from chronic fatigue. Result? After doing their daily chores, most of them slump down exhausted in front of the TV.
Even when they allow themselves a night out, many prisoners find it difficult to enjoy themselves. They feel awkward about their shape so instead of mixing with other people they tend to sit in the corner with other fat prisoners.
Prison Mentality After many years of locking themselves away inside their Fat Prison, many prisoners develop a prison mentality. They lose confidence in themselves and their ability to "go straight". They look at slim people and think: "I'm never going to be like them!" They think they are doomed to stay in Fat Prison, forever. Result? They let themselves go completely.
Bad for Health Fat Prison is very bad for prisoners health. Don't forget, the greater our weight, the greater the strain on our joints and spine. And the fatter we grow, the harder our heart has to work to keep us going. No wonder so many fat prisoners get ill!
Depressing Fat Prison is a depressing experience, not only for the prisoners but also for their families. In fact, the children of fat prisoners often grow up to become prisoners themselves. It's a vicious cycle.
Question So why do so many people end up in Fat Prison? And even more important, why don't they leave once they discover how awful it is?
Answer Because they prefer to eat cookies, chocolate, potato chips, popcorn, doughnuts, fatty meat and creamy desserts. They know that this stuff makes them fat but they don't care. They'd rather go to prison than give up their regular mouthful of fat. *Some may have other reasons
Are you a fat prisoner? Have you locked yourself up in your own private Fat Prison? If so, here's some advice. Don't waste another day of your life in jail. Get out now!
All you have to do is stop eating junk and start eating properly and you can walk free tomorrow.
It may take a few months before your weight returns to normal, but your tiredness will lift immediately and within a week you'll feel ten times better. So what are you waiting for?Get out of your Fat Prison today and start really living!